Saturday, May 25, 2013

Most Magnificent Scene

I have to say this is one of the hottest edging scenes I have seen.  I would love this beyond belief ... made to think I would be allowed to cum ... but then, in the end, denied and locked back in my cage.  The process repeated week after week after week, year after year.


Wednesday, May 22, 2013

(What I) Worship Wednesdays


Semi-Serious Question

So ... being as I live in the cultural wasteland that is Moreno Valley, California, in a city without a single vegetarian restaurant, health food store, Buddhist Temple, museum, art gallery, LGBT center or gay bar ... I use hook up apps to meet guys.  Not that many guys because I am pretty much in-your-face with my love/desire for enforced chastity.

Sometimes I will get the "Oh wow that's cool." or "I saw your pics and they turned me on." and we'll hook up. 4 times out of 5 encounters they will ask "Do you have the key? I wanna see you get off." or "Gimme the key.  I want to make you cum before I lock it up and keep you locked."

If I tell you I want permanent chastity that means I DO NOT WANT TO CUM .. no matter how how and stimulating our sexual encounter is.  Why is that so hard to understand?  Don't get me wrong, it's very hard to turn down a request/demand to cum because down to the root of my locked up cock I want / need to cum so badly I can taste it.

Now, I know if I really felt one of these guys were going to turn out to be a long term Dom/sub thing I would give him the keys and let him do what he would do; but at the same time I hope he doesn't.  Because the first month of chastity is the absolute hardest.

Am I just being a whiny bitch?